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Saturday, 31 October 2009

Friday, 30 October 2009

  • Day 11: I'm sorry I didn't turn out to be what I promsied

     Today I sort of checked out of everything.
    I am so sick of being the way I am and I know I've been trying to change but it doesn't seem to be going anywhere.
    I hate this feeling of emptiness.
    It sucks.
    Branden is everything a while back I would have steered clear from.
    I hate that I changed myself for him.
    Molding myself into what he might have wanted.
    What is a soul worth?
    A kiss?
    Acceptance?
    I know I am worth so much more so why did I sell out?
    All I know is I want to be happy.
    Lyla

Thursday, 29 October 2009

  • Day 10:Baby It's Cold Outside

    Nothing extremely eventful happened yesterday other than the fact that my internet was down.
    I've been listening to the new Swell Season album.
    It's fantastic.
    If I could sing with Glen Hansard I would be so happy.
    It would be my life experience.
    It's starting to feel a lot like winter in Arizona.
    That is freaking cold with no reward of snow.
    I really hate this towns weather issues.
    Lyla

Wednesday, 28 October 2009

Poetic_Thoughts_Of_Amanda

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  • peterjamesmanos
    I added a footnote to my baseball poem and I thought you might like it... Again thanks for your read...
  • casmarie
    Just saying hi.....hope you have a great week!
  • Ookamiko_no_Kaze
    Thanks for the comment on the post ^^yes, I suppose it is rather confusing. I just went through it and pretty much don't remember most of what I was rambling about. Oh the things you think up in the middle of night. Hehe. It'd probably make more sense if you actually knew me. *grin*Glad it amused yo
  • Poetic_Thoughts_Of_Amanda
    It starts on page 2 I think.
  • BeyondYourMind
    hmm..interesting. let me take a look.
  • Poetic_Thoughts_Of_Amanda
    @BeyondYourMind - One of the best ways to start is to retell one of your own life stories in fairy tale form. I have mine on my blog.
  • BeyondYourMind
    I think I might do that.
  • Poetic_Thoughts_Of_Amanda
    @BeyondYourMind - So start with some short stories.
  • BeyondYourMind
    Yeah I think about it a lot, and I try to sometimes but I find I can't write that long to make a whole book. Dunno why.
  • Poetic_Thoughts_Of_Amanda
    @BeyondYourMind - You should. Have you ever thought about writing, books I mean?